My name is Kat and I live in the great city of Chicago with my Cat Gilbert and Samoyed Nora. I'm 23 and getting my masters in cello performance. I love this city! I'm originally from Boston, and am proud of it! I'm obssessed with classical music, my puppy and kitty, Hannibal, and Doctor Who....so yeah, a proud dork!

 

Current Cosplay Projects

thenextwallywest:

gillyinthecity:

I am super excited for some new projects! Thanks to my awesome new best friends thenextwallywest and grrargh1 I’m thinking my new pastime will be committed cosplay stuff! I’m going to be learning to do some new, awesome stuff.

Rocket Raccon - for thenextwallywest, going to be making…

You bring the face, I’ll bring the guns and attitude behind it.

I always bring the face ;) THIS IS GONNA BE EPIC! btw, this is the guy behind the most epic fannibal photop EVER!

Current Cosplay Projects

I am super excited for some new projects! Thanks to my awesome new best friends thenextwallywest and grrargh1 I’m thinking my new pastime will be committed cosplay stuff! I’m going to be learning to do some new, awesome stuff.

Rocket Raccon - for thenextwallywest, going to be making the mask! Planning to learn how to make molds and resin masks! Going to take a day course at reynolds with him on mold making which I am very excited about! Might also take a course somewhere on sculpting

Star Lord - currently attempting to figure out how to make an authentic star lord mask out of foam….it’s been difficult!

Wendigo Costume EPIC UPDATE!!! - I’m hoping that Mads will revisit horrorhound next year, and now that I have all this time I plan to go all out with my costume. Additions include my new gained knowledge on mask making to make a terrifying fanged deer skull mask, exposed ribs, creepy claws, hooves and BLOOD this time. Maybe when I get it done Ill have a creepy winter photoshoot with it :)

eamo2747 asked
I'm confused about what Beethoven was doing in the black composers post. He was German.

heckascootie:

tj:

runonsentencesaboutemotions:

cubbyzissou:

thepianogirl1:

unimaginableunimaginable:

deadcatwithaflamethrower:

whitepeoplestealingculture:

By golly gee! I keep forgetting that Black people didn’t exist until the Fresh Prince of Bel Air came on television! Or that Black people existed in anywhere else than Africa even with slavery going on :) My apologies.

Anyway, here’s proof that Beethoven was Black:

"… Said directly, Beethoven was a black man. Specifically, his mother was a Moor, that group of Muslim Northern Africans who conquered parts of Europe—making Spain their capital—for some 800 years.

In order to make such a substantial statement, presentation of verifiable evidence is compulsory. Let’s start with what some of Beethoven’s contemporaries and biographers say about his brown complexion:

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(Louis Letronne, Beethoven, 1814, pencil drawing.)

"Frederick Hertz, German anthropologist, used these terms to describe him: ‘Negroid traits, dark skin, flat, thick nose.’

Emil Ludwig, in his book ‘Beethoven,’ says: ‘His face reveals no trace of the German. He was so dark that people dubbed him Spagnol [dark-skinned].’

Fanny Giannatasio del Rio, in her book ‘An Unrequited Love: An Episode in the Life of Beethoven,’ wrote ‘His somewhat flat broad nose and rather wide mouth, his small piercing eyes and swarthy [dark] complexion, pockmarked into the bargain, gave him a strong resemblance to a mulatto.’

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Beethoven’s death mask: profile and full face

C. Czerny stated, ‘His beard—he had not shaved for several days—made the lower part of his already brown face still darker.’

Following are one word descriptions of Beethoven from various writers: Grillparzer, ‘dark’; Bettina von Armin, ‘brown’; Schindler, ‘red and brown’; Rellstab, ‘brownish’; Gelinek, ‘short, dark.’

In Alexander Thayer’s Life of Beethoven, vol.1, p. 134,  the author states, “there is none of that obscurity which exalts one to write history as he would have it and not as it really was. The facts are too patent.” On this same page, he states that the German composer Franz Josef Haydn was referred to as a “Moor” by Prince Esterhazy, and Beethoven had “even more of the Moor in his looks.’ On p. 72, a Beethoven contemporary, Gottfried Fischer, describes him as round-nosed and of dark complexion. Also, he was called ‘der Spagnol’ (the Spaniard).

Other “patent” sources, of which there are many, include, but are not limited to, Beethoven by Maynard Solomon, p.78. He is described as having “thick, bristly coal-black hair” (in today’s parlance, we proudly call it ‘kinky’) and a ‘ruddy-complexioned face.’ In   Beethoven:  His Life and Times by Artes Orga, p.72, Beethoven’s pupil, Carl Czerny of the ‘School of Velocity’ fame, recalls that Beethoven’s ‘coal-black hair, cut a la Titus, stood up around his head [sounds almost like an Afro].  His black beard…darkened the lower part of his dark-complexioned face.’

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Engraving by Blasius Hofel, Beethoven, 1814, color facsimile of engraving after a pencil drawing by Louis Letronne. This engraving was regarded in Beethoven’s circle as particularly lifelike. Beethoven himself thought highly of it, and gave several copies to his friends.

Beethoven, the Black Spaniard

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They whitewashed BEETHOVEN?  O_O

Thank you, history/fact-checking Tumblr.

I now feel the need to go burn every white-skinned image of Beethoven I can find.

beethoven was totally black! how do people not know this?

jk because erasure

I have been playing Beethoven’s music for 10+ years now and had absolutely no idea he was black.
My life has been a lie.

OH MY GOD HOLY SHIT.

I HAVE A BACHELOR DEGREE IN MUSIC, MY MAJOR WAS “MUSIC HISTORY, THEORY, AND LITERATURE”

I TOOK MULTIPLE CLASSES SPECIFICALLY IN BEETHOVEN’S STRING QUARTETS AND MY SCHOOL HAD AN INTERNATIONAL BEETHOVEN SYMPOSIUM WHERE THERE WERE PAPERS ON THINGS LIKE THE KIND OF FUCKING PAAAAAAPER HE DID HIS MANUSCRIPTS ON, IN DIFFERENT CITIES, TO SEE WHERE AND WHEN HE WROTE SPECIFIC SNIPPETS OF MUSIC.

NEVER IN MY EDUCATION OR READINGS DID I EITHER

A) NOTICE THIS

B) WAS SPECIFICALLY TOLD THIS.

I think there’s a combination of systemic racism in this, and my own internalized racism. I have, in fact, read Maynard Solomon’s biography and didn’t pick up on this. I have read the Czerny sources as well. My Beethoven teacher (Bill Kinderman) is one of the top Beethoven scholars in the world, and I don’t remember hearing any of this from him.

I even did a semester of graduate work in musicology, specifically focusing on the Beethoven string quartets (I really fucking love those things) and we never spoke about this.

I cannot say I am in any way surprised at this. I am embarrassed, angry, and upset that this was erased from my DECADES of music education.

Which doesn’t surprise me at all, because classical music is very specifically in our culture for white people, especially men, especially upper class white men.

Oof, this one is going to take a while to fully fucking digest, I am in angry tears.

Holy shit. One of the greatest musical minds of all time and he got whitewashed.

The truth needs to be spread.

Johnny Carson voice: “I did not know that.”

This isn’t the first time that I’ve read on tumblr that Beethoven was black, but I feel compelled to reblog it now because casually scrolling past evidence of erasure and noting it is not enough. I’d love to see a documentary about this.

I’m getting my fucking MASTERS in music, and have taken two courses, have read at least 5 books, and have written two papers on Beethoven and did not fucking know this. I’m also sure that if I went to school on monday I would be ignored and looked down upon if I brought up this information, proabably told something along the lines of “un reliable resources”

What the FUCKING FUCK!?

Leonore is Jewish American Princess, just like her mom

Seriously, she is such a princess! Sometimes, when she wants my attention, she will grab a heavy bone, jump on the bed, then drop it off so it makes a loud noise. When I dont’ react, she barks, then huffs in frustration, then just sits next to me looking all rejected.

Pets are Fucking Amazing

Seriously, I am so blessed to have these two amazing best friends. Things are definitely getting better, but I had some more bad news that I was able to talk through with my therapist, but I’m still definitely down. Spent a lot of the day in bed, and Nora and Gilbert didn’t once leave my side, Gilbert often coming up to snuggle and check on me. Seriously, people should just prescribe cats and dog’s for depression and anxiety. I love these guys so much!

the-fandoms-are-cool:

reblogging just in case any of my followers felt ugly today
YOU ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL AND LOVED BY AT LEAST 2 PEOPLE
JACK HARKNESS AND ME

the-fandoms-are-cool:

reblogging just in case any of my followers felt ugly today

YOU ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL AND LOVED BY AT LEAST 2 PEOPLE

JACK HARKNESS AND ME

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I’ve been having some real problems with my depression and anxiety these last few days, so I took some time to look back at photos of two of the most important things in my life! They haven’t left my side, and boy are they the best! Best friends since the first days they were together!

The Wound Man
drunken shenanigans with grrargh1! we have created a hannibal themed alcholic drink called the wound man!
1/2 Coke
1/3 Effen Black Cherry
1/6 Cranberry Juice

The Wound Man

drunken shenanigans with grrargh1! we have created a hannibal themed alcholic drink called the wound man!

1/2 Coke

1/3 Effen Black Cherry

1/6 Cranberry Juice